Tuesday, April 28, 2009

जज्मिन नीदेद

OK,first off why are my titles Arabic!?????
anyways, wow! i cant believe i went about a week without blogging,that's a record for me!!i just wanted to share with you all what's been going through my head! Well just a few details hehe don't want to bore anyone!:)

so my English teacher was lecturing on how life is too short,and how we should appreciate it.Point taken...IT IS TOO SHORT!!I'll be the first to admit i am not perfect,I'm no where near flawless,but the good thing is there is always room for improvement. Like i always say.."Live the life you love,love the life you live"

Regardless of your mistakes,past,decisions etc..ITS YOUR LIFE!
God is too merciful on us,yet he still loves us...
it will never cease to amaze me how wonderful it is to have him by my side through the thick and thin.

Friends,Family are always there for support,but the BIG GUY UPSTAIRS takes the prize on this one, Thank you God for giving me air to breath today.

Goodnight everyone.

oh ps....GO LAKERS;)

<3 Jaz

Tuesday, April 14, 2009



Wednesday, April 8, 2009

काम ओं एवेर्य्बोद्य!

Thank God for love and piece, recently I've been thinking of all the certain situations Ive brought myself in lately,not only lately but throughout my life. As I'm on my quest of being a child of God,there have been struggles,but hey God is Good!Everyone is no where near the perfection of Christ we should all attempt to be.I include myself on that one.Why is it that this perceptions comes to me when I'm in need? This is bad. Yet he continues to love me unconditionally. my heart and eyes glisten with my passion for serenity amongst everyone.I think to myself, I'm sitting at church singing "Lord you are good and t=your mercy endureth forever.....tacatacataaaah you are good!all the time,all the time!..you are good yo are good!" Literally he is TOO GOOD!!!! i stress out for no reason,but it shouldn't mean that i should rely on Jesus to fix everything,he is way too awesome. He truly is the joy and the strength of my heart!

“For if, when we were God's enemies, we were reconciled to him through the death of his Son, how much more, having been reconciled, shall we be saved through his life!”- Romans 5:10

Friday, April 3, 2009


Be strong mighty warrior,the Lord is with you.

Thursday, April 2, 2009


I guess everythings happening for a reason,be it good or bad.Take life as it comes...as slow as it seems to pass by.

So I've been filled with a lot of mixed feelings lately...thinking about growing up is interesting and definitely something i am not used to,I know I have a long way to go though. I cannot help but love it and be excited for what is to come because i have no idea! i think that’s the beautiful part.God knows my future.

Night ya'll

I miss it...

I miss the smiles,
The bubbly feeling in my stomach
its not what your thinking...(Love).
Silence is peaceful at times but not all the time.
Glad that music was invented it helps the soothing!

I miss you.
(Not saying a name because there are so many I miss)

Life happens to get in the way.So I most certainly understand.I will say I am the first to admit I miss it!


Wednesday, April 1, 2009

till the end of time...

I was browsing through some old photgraphs of my friends and I. As I began flipping through the images I began questioning myself half og these people I don't talk to anymore,Why?The other half I just completly lost touch,Why? I guess,its just a matter of time that we all began growing up.Although im 16 years old I am quite tired of wondering how old friends are doing,hope there ok.I do know that God is taking care of them wherever they may be. Im happy for the friendships that I have now.Although at times it may be rough,which is all normal but friendship is something more then an old photograph to make memories,more then a hi&bye when we see eachother,its a form of respect and love for another human.
God bless

The future depends on what we do in the present.
Success in God is not measured on what you do, or by what people see, but by obedience.

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