Thats how it goes...

Read this quote, and it clearly explains itself.
” Too often we are too stubborn to say 'sorry, I was wrong', Too often it seems like we hurt those closest to our hearts, and we let the most foolish things tear us apart. Im the type of girl that can be so hurt, but still look at you and smile. The type of girl that is willing to brighten up your day, even if i cant brighten my own.” <3

When its just you...

It happens to the best of us. Sometimes life just happens to get in the way. Its amazing how God speaks sometimes with the softest whispers. He is such a gentlemen that he caters to me as if i am a delicate flower.

I don't deserve such treatment as he has given me, countless times. But God knows me better than anyone, he knows that even gently he catches my attention.

Even when in my ignorance, i tend to think of solutions for everything occuring around me. I can' t.
While speaking to God he has not only been gently dealing with me, but healing me.

At the prime of my youth , i attempt to be all i can be but it is impossible to reason with myself without the consultation of my Savior first.

While remeniscing on his word I came across these verses, and it made my situation very much more realistic.

Ecclesiastes 7:10-14 MSG

Don't always be asking, "Where are the good old days?" Wise folks don't ask questions like that. Wisdom is better when it's paired with money, Especially if you get both while you're still living. Double protection: wisdom and wealth! Plus this bonus: Wisdom energizes its owner. Take a good look at God's work. Who could simplify and reduce Creation's curves and angles To a plain straight line? On a good day, enjoy yourself; On a bad day, examine your conscience. God arranges for both kinds of days So that we won't take anything for granted. Stay in Touch with Both Sides.”

Now with that said I indeed need God,more than he needs me. Anyday, everyday.

I feel as if his winds cater to me like the warmth of a blanket. Like him there is no one.

Jaz.

Tengo ganas de sér aire, y me respires para siempre...

Nadié me entiendé como tú, me sacas de mis cinco sentídos, y verte la cara me hace entender lo qué es vivír sin dudas...
Aun asi hasta mí madre reconocé el amor entre nosotros...

Un amor qué a madurado...
Un amor qué tiene ironiá...
Un amor qué se siente...
Un amor dado por Díos...

El día que me miraste a los ojos y
no teníamos idea de lo que vendría  y sentimos que las olas del mar se  afrentaban a nuestros pies...

Dios hizo el plan para nosotros y decidimos seguirlo... con miedo, pero la comprensión de uno al otro fué de parte de nuestro destino.

Te amo.

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Me :)

My goal in life is when people meet me ,they see beyond my exterior and see something different. I want other to experience true love and happiness as I have. Jesus Christ is love. He has made me the person I am,and I will not rest until everyone I meet meets him. In this journey of life, I have accomplished everything because of him. I want more always. God is the greatest artist,and has mastered anything that exists. I love that I can smile because he has made me glad. In my walk, its beensomething of beauty. The more I seek him,the more interesting life becomes. To begin you must believe,and to believe and begin you must love. I will not rest until compassion overpowers cruelty and Justice becomes the essence of society.

Two of a kind

Love these girls, glad God put them in my path. They will be a great help to me , always and im sure of that. Glad they understand me from point to finish.
Let the good times roll <3

Tears,chocolate pudding & my Love for Gods lessons.

Tears are the secretions of the glands that clean and lubricate the eyes. Lacrimation (from L. Lacrima, meaning tear) (also spelled lachrymation) may also be used in a medical or literary sense to refer to the production or shedding of tears. Strong emotions, such as sorrow or elation, along with irritation of eye, may lead to an increased production of tears, or crying. The process of yawning may also result in increased lacrimation.(Information taken from Wikipedia.com)

Perhaps our eyes need to be washed by our tears once in a while, so that we can see Life with a clearer view again.” Alex Tan (Quote taken from thinkexist.com)

When I personally find myself crying ,it is because of either of these four reasons to "let my emotions out",I have "tears of joy"  or ,"tears of sorrow"...or I am touched by the love of God.

Now I know what most are thinking the first three should not matter,or even compare to the last reason. In no way am i doing so. All i am saying is that tears fall because of these reasons. Now it is what i make of them that helps me.

What do I mean by this,you ask?
Well, what I mean is that you can make something out of the outcome of tears.

For example in my case,my first reason to "let my emotions out". If I cry over that then what do I do after? I try to find a solution,such as fix the problem,or find peace,and meditate on the Lord and the blessings that he has given me.

For my second reason, tears of joy.
The outcome of tears of joy,would be. To reminisce in the happiness that has came upon me and cherish why I was crying these joyful tears. I have many reasons to be happy.

For the third reason, "tears of sorrow". Those are my least favorite kind, but they tend to fall from my eyes from time to time. Hey, you can't blame me...I am of the female species. :)

Now...comes my fourth reason. All three tie down to this last reason. No matter the reason of these tears. It all leads me to speaking freely to my God. I cherish the wonderful times i explain to him why am i crying and he never ceases to give me a reason to learn from it. That is the way God teaches me new things at times. When i cry!

Now most of you are probably thinking, "Wow...what a girl!" :D
But, hey its a way the Lord deals with me at times.

If i were to bottle up my tears I'd probably fill a high school swimming pool. Just kidding,I am not that emotional.
The point is whether it is tears, or chocolate pudding. There is a reason or story behind something or someone. If confused, ask God. He answers,listens,loves, and helps at all times.


If this didn't make sense I am so sorry! :)

Love, Jaz.